Jacarrea

16

I watched helplessly from the back of a car window,
as you were now behind me
The wind in my face, and the speed of the vehicle
did not seem to stop my tears from falling
I was not ready to believe that I had just lost you

I wasn't ready to believe that they had just took me away from you!
Such ignorance came from those who couldn't understand,
how much you meant to me
Dark clouds began to appear,
shortly as the sun began to fade away
I will forever remember you as blue sky's and rainbows
Friendship and love
Silence and harmony,
Until I one day lose my memory too

Never had I imagined that you would mean so much
A city girl who found her heart in a wilderness,
was never how I thought it would be
I didn't need magic, and I didn't need money
All I needed was an opened mind,
And you would make me a better person
I trusted that you knew how to change me,
and I knew I was ready to be changed

Loud echoes, rumble in my ears like a thunderstorm,
and the misery flows from me like rain
Too young to realize that what is too good,
can easily be taken away
I sat back and wondered,
had this all of been a dream?
Because I couldn't believe that,
I had lost my paradise