Only A Game Published by Only A Game 'Why Can't I Remember That?' -- Former NFL TE Ben Utecht, Age 35 Listen 11 min Queue Download this audio Want to embed this player? Use the code below. More info. <iframe frameborder="0" scrolling="no" height="130" width="100%" src="https://www.wnyc.org/widgets/ondemand_player/wnyc/#file=/audio/json/661196/&share=1"></iframe> Share on Facebook Share on Twitter Email a Friend Former NFL tight end Ben Utecht still remembers what it's like to play in front of a crowd of 70,000. But he can't remember singing at his close friend's wedding. At 35 years old, Utecht has written a book to try to preserve his life's memories.