Cheedem

i have always had a problem making choices: leaving an ex-husband - leaving an ex-boss - leaving a self made career (immigration law) and jumping onto something - someone completely different .. it strikes me with pure terror the thought of making a move - and yet i have made them - but excruciatingly slowly and really really without deliberation - only through reaching a boiling point of "this is the last drop".. and now again i am staring at myself in the higher mid point of my life clueless as to what to do next with myself .. when things are like a pool on a day without breeze .. and no boiling point around the corner to make me jump ship, what am I to do?