Marilyn

I have a one-year old grand baby that
is like a soul connection. She's my muse
(13 months old). I write songs and she
lets me know if they're good, or if they
suck, depending upon her reaction. And she's right because she's so present and plugged in. It's
a love fest, except that my daughter is
so undone by this love, she's hardened
and very mean to me most of the time.
I do anything she needs, but she hates
that she needs me, and worse, that the
baby and I have this easy, deep connection.. I take the crap for fear
she won't let me care for the baby.